“Man that must be the life!”

_DSC9339As much as it was a dream and we were “living the life”, I come to write today to explain how it wasn’t really my “ideal life”. We didn’t necessarily set out to do this in an attempt to make this our full-time living situation but it was more so an experiment of experiences to 1. fish and explore all the Nebraska trout streams and 2. see what this “van life” was all about – all the while taking photos and writing about it along the way – so going into this we didn’t think much of what would be ideal. However, as we play the waiting game for weather conditions to moderate, we have a better idea as to how we will live and take on this adventure second round through. I love to go with the flow and dive into the unknown, however, I also really appreciate stability and having a game plan or generalized set schedule. And when you’re fishing everyday, you kind of have to just go with the weather or go where the fish are, if you can find them! Plus, our initial idea was to fish every damn day and fish as much as we can so we can report back and say we did it. This is actually a very demanding mission, even in a state where trout fishing is nearly entirely unknown. Especially for me as I wanted to see it all and be immersed in it all. _DSC8922However, as winter approached, we made it a priority to crunch as much as we could in – even at the expense of our own personal values. For example, I like to stretch and move on a daily basis and I even go into mild anxiety and depression when I don’t get to rock climb for extended periods of time. It’s part meditation and part something that just helps my mind and body feel good. Well when the days are planned to fish as much as possible for two months, those things are tossed out the window, which sucked, because they are really important to me. On top of that, learning to maneuver life in a halfway finished van is a little stressful as well…_DSC9160The thing is, my passions lie with health, wellness, and becoming my best self; mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually. I love to fish, but I don’t want to make it my vocation. I love it being a hobby. I need balance.But somethings need to tried in order to know what you really want in life. You have to see what works and what doesn’t. You have to be willing to push yourself in directions to honestly figure out how you want life to be. For it’s our choice as to what we decide to do and it’s best to simply let go and experience it for what it is then reflect and learn.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.